ai em a strawberry!




You Are a Strawberry



You are friendly, outgoing, and well liked by many people.

You are popular, but there's nothing you ordinary or average about you.

You a very interesting person, and you have many facets to your personality.

Sometimes you feel very conflicted. Your different sides of your personality pull at you.

You are a very sensual and passionate person. You are fiery... you can't help it.

In general, you keep your passionate side under wraps. You are only wild in private.

Updates.progress in a year!

It's been almost a year i tak apdet my blog.gile lame kan?but,doesn't matter.i only did this for fun.just to write how and what i feel now.There's been a lot of things that happen to me.a LOt okie! so,i decided to tell it in short :

  • I convo.then i kije kat saiber.bout 2 months kot.then i jumped to another company.in kj.about a month with them.
  • Right after my convocation,i dpt pegi interview for kpli.second interview.i dont know how i got thru the mtest and proceed for the next interview. Then, tup2 middle dec,i was accepted for kpli 2008,option english in Institut perguruan Sultan Mizan,besut busuk.hahaha!
  • I left my job,and went for it.it sucks but i still need to go thru.for the sake of my parents.it is not really what i want to do in life.so like it or not,i have to go thru it.huhu.

Basically,that is currently what had happen to me.Well,sometimes,we can't have everything that we want.We need to sacrifice for the people we loved most.kan?And because of that,i decided to stay here,and pursued my parents's wish.Takpe lah.aku kan anak baik.huhu.Hopefully,i can go thru this one whole year smoothly.Tak kesah laa kalo tak flying colours sgt,as long as i can passed this,that that shud be ok.

Nanti laa eh cite pasai my journey here eh.My friends are all ok.Maybe there's few of them yang agak laen mcm perangainye,but everyone around me are all people that can make me happy and forget bout my sadness being here.Thanx a lot folks!

ok lah.Nak buat lesson plan.I'll update again bout my life here later2 eh.Muahs!

cinta, kaseh, sayang.

hye all.

lame kan tak apdet blog kan?tp ape ade hal..bkn ade org bace pon blog nih...hahua!ok ok.lets recap okie?i've graduated!last june..it was so relieve that i finally finished my 5 YRS of study in mmu.such a long time kan?it was supposed to be 4 yrs,but then xtend kan setaon..so total of 5 FREAKING YRS in mmu..that the gud news,but the bad news issssssssss I AM UNEMPLOYED!.huhuh..pls eh to those who read my blog,got a company and nak pekerja cuci tombol pon tapek.tp aku nak gaji rm1800.hahaha!

what else i wanna say?ahhhaa..bout my title up there.CHENTA,QASEH,SHAYANG.how would u interprete love?someone said to me LOVE - perasaan suka tahap tertinggi yg kalau dijangkiti pasti terkesan dijiwa.Some people would fall in loe first than only it comes to kasih dan sayang..but as for me,i fall for kaseh,sayang n then only it goes to love.kaseh dan sayang mmpu memberi perasaan cinta yg mendalam,tertusuk di jiwa terkesan di hati.

how bout KASEH? that someone also said that KASEH - perasaan ingin memberi perhatian khusus pada seseorang.How bout me?i agree with him for this.Emang bener,kasih adalah satu perasaan ingin memberi perhatian pada seseorg itu...perhatian,kegembiraan,kesenangan,kebahagiaan yg tak berbelah bahagi.dan kerana kaseh la,semuanya mampu diutamakan.

Another words,SAYANG...The same someone,said this SAYANG - perasaan untuk tidak melepaskan akibat cinta yg terkesan.for me,sayang adelah perasaan ingin slalu ade,tidak mahu jaoh kerna kaseh yg datang mendatangkan kesan sayang kepada hati.ehh..paham tak ayat aku nih?aish..buat2 paham je la..

after all the discussion with him,i realised that,i fall for kasih and syg first then come love along the way...i dont know bout other people...how bout that one idiom,'cinta itu buta'?apekah ia dtg pade pandangan pertama,lalu jatoh ke hati dan tanpe tau kaseh dan syg untuknyeh?aish..kalo diperbincangkan btoi2,pasti byk yg akan lahir.setiap org ade definition nyeh sindri for those phrase..huhuh...

dah la.pnat laa ckp pasai nih.sok la smbg cite eh.ehh sok blk umah..this wiken acik bertunang..later2 laa i apdet laie..anyway,my convocaton will be this 13 august 2007.Feel free to come okie?with flowers @ chocolate @ bear for me yah?hihuhihuhihu~..

ehh bfore abes nih..if u guys hve ur own definition fo those 3 words,share it with me!okie?

papais!

sentuhan listrikmu.

Lagu nih di dediket kepade ku oleh si die.i love u syg.

Sentuhan Listrikmu-M.Nasir.

Bisakah aku bertanya padamu
Dari mana datang sayang ini
Dari redup matamu
Atau bisikan mesra

Adakah kerna sentuhan listrikmu
Membuat ku terus berjanji
Hati ini hanya untukmu saja

Sentuhanmu bukan datang dari
Dunia materi
Terasa ini pernah mengusikku
Bagai de javu

Ku rindu sentuhanmu
Ku damba sentuhanmu
Tiada lain yang ku inginkan
Hanyalah
Hanya sentuhanmu

hati susah.

i dont feel gud this few days.byk mende tgh pk. A LOT!..tatau nak ckp cemaner dlm blog nih..relationship,homework.ermm...ntah la.mebi mendenyeh snang,tp aku buat cam serabot gile.i hate having this feeling.i wish it could disappear and just fade away..i hate this feeling..i really do!

sketching yg tidak nampak

hallo..
tatau nak post ape..mosan je nih..aku patot wat sketching..tapik satu pon tak mule laie..tatau nape ntah tak mule2..malas sgt nih..sketch dlm otak..tapik tak nampak pape..hahaha..idea pon tak pk laie..cemaner nyeh nih?sok nak g klas mi..isk riso pasai fyp nih..takot je kalo pape berlaku sepanjang final sem nih..muge2 tidak laa ape2..aku harus abeskan sem nih..ikot perjanjian..kalo idak aku kene bayar 150K kat aku nyeh creditors. huhuh.. tak mampu je rasenyeh..tapik ntah ngape..skang nih aku kurang rase riso..aku jadik riso kenape aku tak riso pasai esement nih..paham tak ?ermm..mebi aku nih sebok da buat kije laen..isk..

skang nih aku kije part time kat tgv mines.sonok jugek..saje je caik experience...not bad laa..tak pressure sgt..yeah there's always problem n few things that u would not pleased withh..tapik ok je..boley je redah..keli ng byk kat situ..kire agak majority laa..cina ade sorang due je..laen malays..manager ade 3 org..2 melayu..sir shah same sir yaakob..n other one is tamil.cam chilake jugek..tapik dulik ah..die sekoq je..aku blaja buat popkon..sonok jugek..haha!merase aku rase popkon masak sindri.ekeke:P..pastu aku slalu kat floor..koyak tiket org nak masok muvi..pastu cek2 muvi..sonok jugek..aku sukeh je kije floor..tapik aku lom pnah kat tiket box laie..tapik nnti nak mintak gih tiket box..sok laa kot..sok kije..

ermm...skang aku dok ostel je..tak dok umah fadd..setelah due tige bln aku tak apdet nih..lupe nak inform mende penting..pogrom da tadek sinih..die stadi kat kedah sane..huhuhu..nangeh aku seminggu due down gile...die masok mase raye aji arituh.. rindu je same die..stakat nih baru 2 kali die blk..cam susah je nak jumpe slalu..timing,money n others...so many things to think about..i miss him..so damn much..but he said he 'tahan' himself from missing me..ok as for positive thinking=die tamo saket rindu aku jaoh2 ganggu stadi die...tapik i do want him to express his love sometimes.yeahh..i need to know..huhu..pogrom amek information studies kat sane..die same wan..tapik wan cos laen laa..huhu...ok laa katenyeh stadi sane..tp penpaham je ah..ipta kan..mcm2 laa skett..die ade klas ari ahad,so susah nak dok kl lame2..huhu..cemtuh laa kirenyeh...

pogrom da potong rambot..da rupe rempit jugek laa kot...hahaha..tapik bile aku browse2 frenster ape sume..ianyeh sperti menjadi trend zaman skang..rambot pendek atas pjg sket..ape ntah die kate ntah..tak pat laa aku nk bygkan,tp ok laa kot..huhu..hopefully!huhu..he is coming back this thursday..stay here over the wiken..huhuh..arituh die dok ckp kai tipon die,sedey pule dgr sore kai katenye..ala2 rindu laa same drang tuh..kompius aku sebenter...huhuh...tapik tapek laa..aku paham je...n wiken nih jugek kami selebrat anniversary..taon nyeh adelah rahsie..tapik mude2 jagong laie...ehh ade ke eh perkataan tuh?huhuhu...

aishh..dah laa..sketching ntah ke mane..ape sume ntah kemane...slamat membace karangan nih ok..misti kompom mosan nyeh ah nih koang bace..nnti aku ghajin aku apdet laie...okie?ok ah people~papais!

Sudah lame tidak mengepost.

hullo sumeh.sumeh?tadek sape kot..haha..lame dah tak apdet blog inih.aku tatau nak tulih ape..n furthermore,bz jugek kot..ye keh?hahah..tak mungkin..nnti ah eh apdet laie eh..tgh tatau nak tulih ape nih..pening je nih..nak tito..sok nak masak.haha..gudnite people.papais!

i guess i should stop blogging

hye sume!berblogging dr umah jln ipoh.skang aku suda blk umah.nak tunggu raye.nak soping brg raye.nak bli mcm2.nak itu sume laa .haha...da blk umah mosan.tatau nak buat ape.kueh raye?masak utk buke pose?aish..tak boley pk.rasenyeh cam lambat je laie nak sampai lpas raye supaye bkk sem.ehh...tapik tanak laa bkk sem.nnti nak kene anta proposal.aish..tak buat ape laie ni..tak pegi library study pon laie..misti korang ingat aku nih ulat buku kan,nak g library bagai.aku nak pegi library MI!bkn library mmu.huhu..baju raye aku da siap.3 pasang.tapik laie 2 tasempat antar tailor.tailor suda tak mahu kerana suda lewat.byk perkataan suda kn?suke ati aku ok.haha..dah ah.tanak cite panjang2.papais sume.muahcs sejuta!

saye di tagged!

5 things i would do if i were a millionaire:
1.bayar alpha loan mmu dan segale pelbagai utang piutang(kalo ade mintak ok)
2.bli segale keperluan dan tidak keperluan eg:beg coach byk2,umah,kereta,taman tema,tanah,baju melambak2,satu persalinan,jam,gadget yg cool2,dan sebagainyeh.
3.antar mak.otai,mama,abah,bakal suami(aish),same diri sindri ke makkah.(Insyaallah)
4.bkk bisnes supaye duit td boleh diperolehi semule.haha.
5.paling penting nih : KAWEENNNNNNNN & HAANNIIIMMOOONNNNN...hik hik

5 bad habits:
1.cpat emo
2.neves tahap mengarot
3.jahat mulut
4.suke malas.aish!
5.suke pandu laju2

5 things i hate doing:
1.mangon pagi
2.buat esement
3.lipat baju(haha)
4.buat sepah
5.kemas umah slalu2

5 things i will never do:
1.mkn babi(haha)
2.bunuh org
3.betray my hani bani sume2
4.tindik byk2
5.juai dadah

5 things i've regret doing
1.aish.buat jahat tuh nyesal laa kot
2.tamo regret ape2.haha
3.tiada
4.tatau ah ape
5.knowing that bitch!

5 favourite toys/things:
1.henpon
2.xternal hd
3.jeans fcuk
4.pc!
5.billy&joe

5 people i choose to do this:
1.naju syg
2.fad lefyuh
3.shamsul shahimi
4.liyana abdul samad
5.aisshh..sape nih?tak kesah laa sape2 pon boleh buat

buat sahabat gwe.

A young wife sat on a sofa in Bukit Timah on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother.

As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter.

"Don't forget your girlfriends," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass.

"They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband,
no matter how much you love the children you'll have, you are still going to need girlfriends.
Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them.And remember that "girlfriends" are not only your friends, but your sisters, your daughters, and other relatives too.

You'll need other women. Women always do."

'What a funny piece of advice,' the young woman thought.

'Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world?

I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake, a grownup, not a young girl who needs girlfriends! Surely my husband and the family we'll start will be all I need to make my life worthwhile!'

But she listened to her Mother; she kept contact with her girlfriends and made more each year. As the years tumbled by, one after another, she gradually came to understand that her Mom really knew what she was talking about.

As time and nature work their changes and their mysteries upon a woman, girlfriends are the mainstays of her life. After 50 years of living in this world, here is what I know about girlfriends:

*Girlfriends bring you chicken curry and scrub your bathroom when you need help.

*Girlfriends keep your children and keep your secrets.

*Girlfriends give advice when you ask for it. Sometimes you take it, sometimes you don't.

*Girlfriends don't always tell you that you're right, but they're usually honest.

*Girlfriends still love you, even when they don't agree with your choices.

*Girlfriends laugh with you, and you don't need canned jokes to start the laughter.

*Girlfriends pull you out of jams.

*Girlfriends help you get out of bad relationships.

*Girlfriends help you look for a new apartment, help you pack, and help you move.

*Girlfriends will give a party for your son or daughter when they get married or have a baby, in whichever order that comes!

*Girlfriends are there for you, in an instant and when the hard times come.

*Girlfriends will drive through blizzards, rainstorms, hail, heat, and gloom of night to get to you when your hour of need is desperate.

*Girlfriends listen when you lose a job or a friend.

*Girlfriends listen when your children break your heart.

*Girlfriends listen when your parents' minds and bodies fail.

*Girlfriends cry with you when someone you loved dies.

*Girlfriends support you when the men in your life let you down.

*Girlfriends help you pick up the pieces when men pack up and go.

*Girlfriends rejoice at what makes you happy, and are ready to go out and kill what makes you unhappy.

Times passes.

Life happens.

Distance separates.

Children grow up.

Love waxes and wanes.

Hearts break.

Careers end.

Jobs come and go.

Parents die.

Colleagues forget favours.

Men don't call when they say they will.

BUT girlfriends are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you.

A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her can reach.

When you have to walk that lonesome valley, and you have to walk it for yourself,

your girlfriends will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf,

and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you.

Or come in and carry you out.

My daughter, sisters, mother, sisters-in-law, mother-in-law, aunties, nieces, cousins, extended family, and friends bless my life!

The world wouldn't be the same without them, and neither would I.

When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredible joys or sorrows that lay ahead.

Nor did we know how much we would need each other. Every day, we need each other still.

dari gwe,
-shalin-

Buat semua sahabat gwe.AILEFYUH!


p/s: yg terutama buat inarah,fad,bahi,hajar,leen,and inaz.

DAG DIG DUG

ehem ehem!aish..aku berblogging pade saat2 akhir tuk pizentasyen.aishh...takot je nih..dag dig dug dadeku..huhu..bisuk pizentasyen.at 9 am.takot lah.misti lekcere ramai.aish.aku da ah tak lancar sgt english.but i have to try!jgn ngelak2.tau?ermm..nak get redi laa..doakan tuk shaya yah?tumoro gwe apdet laie..ketemuk laie nanti..daa~~

gwe kembalik!

hye sume...im bek again...semue?tak kot..sorang je view blog aku nih..hahah..
ermm..aku sudah abes intern!sonok ok!menmacam happen mase inter...bos salah paham..bos skendel...financial problem..jpa laie..adeihhh..byk nyeh..but i manage to go through everything!sonok mmg sonok kije sane.kawan2 sume besh2.supervisor kool ok!hahah..n paling sonok pasai pegi pangkor same opismate!aseewaahh..opismate!hahaha..
at fes,aku tak bape sukeh sgt kije sane.ermm..mebi aku tak mencapai tahap xpectation bos akuh..malu laa gaks rasenyeh..die cam paham je aku nih bkn bdak designer.huhuh..tapik aku buat jugek sket2 kije.supervisor laen kasik.bkn bos.uhuhu..
drang sume kat opis nih kool je..snang buat kawan..lebey kurang je umur maseng2..tadek laa rase beze sgt kot..but,yg paling aku suke skali...kije luar!!!suke banget deeccchh!!!rasenyeh aku nih suke bab kije2 ginih kot..bak kate fad,aku nih elok marketing..huhuh..patot ke?tamo ah..nanti skendel!hahaah..but anyway,mase kije luar,aku get to know a lot of people.deal ngan customer n jln2.haha..aku rase aku nih bkn jiwe designer laa..ye keh?btoi kot..huhu..14 wiks tuh cam laju je.lagi nak abes lagi laju.dan skang sdang berlumbe same waktuh utk ripot n presentation.adeiiihhhh presentation.taon nih fes taim fcm wat presentation utk dak intern.sume org yg intern diwajibkan buat presntation..present pasai ape yg kite buat mase intern..aku adelah org ke-4 pade hari pertame present.neves?of koosss laaa!takot neves sume ade.dah ah present dpn mr kong same harold sume tuh..aishh..tak tebayNG aku nih.:-ss...but then nanti pas present leh blk umah blaja masak2.haha..ntah ah..tak sure nak blk umah ke tak.nak dok sane laie..ati tadek kat umah laie..ermmm..pasai umah pule.aku nanti nih sok sem dpn tatau nak dok mane.family fad nanti bln doblas nak masok dah.segan laa aku nak dok sane laie.tapik nak carik umah or blk,aku sorang2..takot jugek.inarah mebi nak berulang dr subang..huhuh..ostel?aishh,ntah..last resort kot.skali last resort pon takdapat..hahaah..padan muke akuh.byk pulak songeh nyeh.ermm...inarah?rindu je same die..die sebok.tak abes laie kije rasenyeh..rase cam da lame tak kontek,tak jumpe n everytihng..ermm...aku skang nih byk same fad.kami nih mcm da jaoh je sumeh.bahi kije sudah.die buat unit trust.hah sape nak simpan det,carik bahi ok!inarah kije kat tmpt auntie die.ermm..lame tak jumpe die..rindu!ermm..its so much different skang..byk sgt!but i guess,this is wut life is all about!rite people?no matter wut happen,time will not turning back.it is us to move on..to go through it fearlessly.
huhu..to fad,tengs byk2 for everytihng.sonok dok same ko..nanti kite masak2 laie eh..to bahi,kije leklok!cpat2 kumpoi duit!ailefyuh tau!to inarah,dud..we've been through everything together.byk sgt kenangan aku same ko..aku syg same ko..if u ever need eniting,i'll always be there for u!alwayS!hope ko tak lupe same kami..ko take care eh..aku harap kite tak akan lame2 ginih...aishh..nangeh plaks aku nih...ehh..ade laie sorang..utk SHAMSUL SHAHIMI AMINUDDIN..YOU ARE MY LOVER,MY SOULMATE,MY MECHANICS,MY STUDYMATE,MY BESTFRIEND,MY RIGHT SIDE,MY ALL!THANKS YOU SO MUCH SYG!I LOVE U!huhu..ok ah..da tatau nak tulih ape..nanti aku apdet laie..papais!muahcs sejuta!

jam 8

hye sumehh...haha..lame tak apdet..tatau nak tulih ape..cemaner nak apdet pon..isk.eniway,aku kat opis laie..time time ginih besa nyeh aku da blk..tapik aku maseh di sinih..satu ari dok ulang bace sorat kabar..pastu dok buat sudoku..tapik tak tenterer gaks..hahah..skang tinggai 3 org je kat opis nih..aku,remi,lee..org laen?blk sudaaahhh...kenkunon aku nak nonton mlm nih..gaya nya nggak sempat dongg..udah telatt...gik mana mauk nonton?tomoro aja yah deh?gwe sukak ngomong indon...suka banget,,and sampai kan opismate gwe,nanyain sama gwe,,"org bandong ke? " adeihhh..glak kuat gwee...hah blk pon faD!..lame tau gwe nungguk loe...ok ah..nak blk dahh..ehh lupe nak ckp..aku nih jakon kann..pastu kann..aku nih post blog gune apple imac! hahaha...besh tak?terer da tau skang..:P..sume org sinih glak kan aku pasai tak pnah pakai apple..mane tak nyee,mmu pilih kasih..tak sediekan apple tuk aku..die sediekan tuk dak fa je...ok ah..nak blk dah..papais!

boddoh nih

aissshhh....blog bongek.

rubbish?

hoho...fes time ber blog.ermm...aku saje je try...tgk ah tahap mane..kot ghajin ade ah apdet..kot tidak,tadek laa kot..huhuh..ekceli ai dont really need blog kot..tapik saje je...ok ah..nanti ah sambong..tapandai nak tulih ape...aku bkn gheti sume nih.hahaha..tapenting pon..ok ahh..ppais.